Friday, March 6, 2009

finally had the courage

I finally am feeling more up to talking to my doctor so I contacted them for a phone consult on IVF #2. We didn't do one last time at all and I know we need to talk about it. We still have no idea what our next move is going to be and I think my husband and I are both avoiding the subject for now. So I am just trying to be patient and actually that is turning out Ok. I feel pretty happy despite the sadness for a few weeks. After a really long cry with my mom I have actually felt WAY better. I think I just needed to get all that out. And it is hard for my husband to watch me do that sometimes. So, good thing I did tell my mom afterall. Also, she helped me do spring cleaning at my house. That was awesome.

And also, good thing I do not react like this to not getting prego:,2933,505151,00.html

I am taking off over Spring Break and we have some gambling and a short trip planned. I am looking forward to it although it is all with people my husband knows more than I do. He is lucky to have a wife that get along with everyone, I remind him how lucky he IS all the time.

The more I have research grad school... not so sure again about doing it. Funny how I always seem to come to that conclusion. I think I am just a slacker. But once I really started looking at accounting, eh, not so much. It is just another thing up in the air. But it is fun exploring at least.

While I have not been commenting much, I have been keeping up with you all and wish you all the best!! I have kinda missed blogging ... and I just felt like I wanted to post. Although, it is kinda all random. Happy weekend to everyone!


  1. good luck with the consult, i hope you get the answers you're looking for.